The-Inner-Soul

Packed Up & Moved Away

2010-03-21T01:05:00.006-04:00

The time has come to move this blog to a new space that offers opportunities to do more. Therefore, please join me over at (link)

My first blog has been posted about some of the music exposure 2010 has blessed me with in such a short span of time (more to come that I will be writing about within the next few hours...

Please join me at the new spot where I'll continue to share news about music related events, live music opportunities for you to experience and the random thoughts about the things that pop into my head and prompt me to want to share.

Always eager for your feedback...

Peace & Blessings

The 2010 Cupid 'sHunt Podcast Collaboration

2010-02-15T10:38:00.003-05:00

check out all of the contributors to this year's Cupid's Hunt Podcast Collaboration
& keep an eye on this spot for updates

Angel Monique: My Lover & I
Anji Bee: Chillcast #203: Cupid’s Hunt V.3
ArtLuv: Cupid’s Hunt
Bajanrascals: Fever
Bryn Griffiths: Trust In Love
Darren Keith: Cupid’s Hunt Collaboration
DJ Diva: Neo Soul Love
DJ Grant Love: Samples of Love
DJ Marcus Gramm: Steel Vagina
DJ Young Venom: Cupid’s Hunt
EJ Flavors: Love Me On The One
Essence Grooves: Valentine Pt. 1, Emotional Rollercoaster Pt. 2 , Love You Down Pt. 3 and Lost Without You Pt. 4
Fave: Cupid’s Hunt 2010
Fresh!: Love Makes Me An Instrument – It Tunes Me Up
KB: Cover My Heart
Keyknow: Age of An Orgasm
Liberated Muse: Love Conversations
Lis: Cupid’s Hunt 2010
Listen To Leon: Get Some Stank On Your Hand: A Valentine’s Mixtape
Liz Burr: MJ’s Love
Macedonia: Another One for Beth: Cupid’s Hunt Edition
Ouxu: Cupid’s Hunt
Panama Jackson: Cupid’s Hunt
Rehab’s Couch: Cupid’s Hunt: Valentine’s Special Edition
Roddio Jukebox: Love and Hip-Hop
Soulmusiqluva: Heart’s Aflame – Ladies
Soundnexx: Heartaches & Breaks Mixx: Cupid’s Hunt 2010
TGrundy: Wonder-LOVE!
The Night Shift: I Want You, First Dance, If Loving You Is Wrong and If You’re Not Back In Love By Monday
Todd Kelley aka Big The La: Flowink.com’s Cupid’s Hunt Mix: 2010
Vivrant Thang: Let’s Take A Long Walk

Cupid's Hunt 2010: Twisted Love - fellas

2010-02-15T03:18:00.006-05:00

Cupid's Hunt 2010: (Vol II) Twisted Love ~ fellas mix

Picking up where I left off: Volume II of 2010's Cupid Hunt takes me to a special zone = a place where men know just what love truly means. Either by trial and error or just knowing what wins, these brothers make the women swoon!

The Never That You Never Know ~ Mint Condition
The Love We Almost Had ~ Randy & The Gypsys
Love Don't Love Nobody ~ Phil Perry
Still ~ V
It's You ~ Troy Johnson
Let Me Make Love to You ~ The O'Jays
Wildflower ~ New Birth
Maybe Tomorrow ~ Jackson 5
Yearning for Your Love ~ Gap Band
Stay Awhile ~ Rahsaan Patterson
Ask of You ~ Raphael Saadiq
Ebony Eyes ~ Rick James/Smokey Robinson
Adore ~ Prince
Your Body's Calling ~ RKelly
Wanna Make Love ~ Lillo Thomas
Giving My All ~ Johnny Gill
In My Hands ~ Jaheim
The Moon ~ Eric Roberson
Bullseye ~ Lakeside
I've Found Someone ~ Barry White

Cupid's Hunt: Twisted Love (fellas mix)

Cupid's Hunt 2010: Heart's Aflame - Ladies

2010-02-11T03:46:00.006-05:00

I felt like a kid unleashed in a candy store back in 2009 around Valentine's Day. A musical movement was unfolding around me, clueless I jumped in and absorbed as much as I could. The extravaganza would later be revealed to me as 'Cupid's Hunt' -- a consortium of musicloving podcasters who joined forces to show even more love to good music in the name of Valentine's Day. I decided then and there that I had to be down for 2010 -- and down, I am.

In the time since I'd stumbled upon this event, the wonderful organizer (TGrundy) and I have become so cool that we refer to one another with the endearing label of 'Co-Chef' because we collaborated on a project of the musical sort not so long ago. I thought I was a lover of good music -- TG takes the love of music to a totally different level. The honor of knowing him is totally mine!

Volume I of the 2010 Cupid's Hunt, which I've entitled, Heart's Aflame: Ladies is now available for download. Eleven specially selected songs that come from female singers whose voices I truly love comprise this edition. It opens with United Together by Aretha Franklin -- a song that I intend to be the first that I dance to with my future, yet unnamed/unidentified husband (lol).

4am and there's still so much more for me to do -- the all male volume will be posted this evening. Stay tuned and be sure to spread the word because I can guarantee you that the goodies the other Cupid's Hunt Collaborators will be posting will blow you away!

Cupid's Hunt 2010 ~ Heart's Aflame: Ladies Edition

Passing Judgment

2010-02-08T03:35:00.006-05:00

3 a.m. and I should have long been under the covers, clear into snoozeland. As usual, my mind is cluttered with so many thoughts. Something deeply personal has been tugging away at me and I've recently decided to share it with whomever takes the time to read my thoughts. Perhaps it can be a source of comfort for other women facing similar challenges.

For twelve years I wore my hair natural. I decided to loc it when I realized that the free flow look I desired could not be achieved and maintained easily. The year was 1997, and my baby boy was only 5 years old. My boyfriend at the time had locs and had the perfect loctician in mind for me to work with. The sister's name is Yendys and she was infamous in the Flatbush area at that time for the natural haircare student.

I was eager to learn, anxious for the absorption of all the knowledge she has to impart upon me with regard for the proper care of my new natural head of healthy hair. I allowed Yendys to cut my hair down to nubs. (I'll share pictures later)

Over the years, my hair grew and the carefree nature of caring for my hair was a joy! Wash, twist, oil the scalp and go... It was all such a beautiful experience. About six years into loc'ing, I began to notice a little change. My locs weren't growing as they had been, and something seemed off.

As the days turned to months, I'd begun to really see significant change -- my hairline was thinning. I made an appointment to see my dermatologist and after several biopsies of my scalp, foams, potions, ointments, dietary changes, pills -- her suggestion was to incorporate Rogaine into my daily routine.

(to be continued, sleep beckons and I must answer the call...)

7 a.m.

The bottom line is that throughout this ordeal, I learned that my 'slight' anemia also included a dangerously low level of vitamin D (who knew that had an impact on hair growth), low levels of ferritin (a direct relation from low iron levels) and so many more health related issues. I have been definitively diagnosed with traction alopecia and have undergone a series of monthly steroidal injections to my scalp for more than seven months. I used to count the number of times the needle would plunge into my scalp and lost count after 70. My mother was with me during that particular visit to the dermatologist and when I removed the gauze protecting my eyes from the spray that attempts to freeze the scalp and slightly divert the pain, the look on her face was one of utter horror! I smiled to let her know I had survived another round of torture.

This past Saturday after my visit to the doctor, my mother begged me to stop. Then she told me that the injections are affecting my brain and I couldn't help laughing til I cried. My mother understands how the loss of hair can make a woman feel less than beautiful. Genetics have caused every generation of women in my family that we can recall to have worn super granny wigs. Sorry, but I'm way too young (and cute, I think -- lol) to wear a blue haired lady wig. The picture at the top is my current collection of lace fronts. Quite a rack up in 7 months, right? Who would ever have thought!

I posted this because in these months I have had really bold women approach me in the street as they fail to look into my eyes, yet find their eyes resting on my hair line which has been replaced by a lace front wig -- one that I have become such a master at masking that you have to be up on me to see where it begins and my natural forehead ends. Their question to me always begins with, "is that a...?" Before they can continue, I stop them and reply with the defiant, "YES!" and a bodacious smile. From there they ask where do I get them done -- and the eyes open so wide when I tell them that I take care of my own hair prosthesis. (lol)

I have had women stare -- I have been insulted by others who talk about the texture of the devices -- but the compliments are what touch me most.

Please remember not to pass

judgment

on others because you never know what's going on in their world. Share a kind word instead of a harsh stare.

Sisters, remember to love on one another.

Brothers -- show sensitivity!

And Wendy Williams -- please tell me how to apply a wig clip -- lol

*comments welcome -- please share with a sister OR brother who can relate*

Musiq Spotlight Events...

2010-01-24T03:22:00.005-05:00

...those events that you should keep your eyes on and plan to attend!

Spotlight Events
(link)

will be updated when information is supplied

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2010: It's a new day!

2010-01-19T00:32:00.060-05:00

2010 is here and there's no turning back! Each day I try to find the words to encourage myself -- not scripture, just true thoughts coming from within me that keep the motivational factor alive. Today's thought was: 'I am determined & driven!' 2009 was a year of exploration: a year to get back into doing things I'd sworn I would never do wholeheartedly (artist management, public relations, begging in the most subtle way to have someone to accept an artist you work with and absolutely believe in); a year to reflect on projects you no longer enjoy being involved with to the fullness of your heart -- seeking evolution; a year to take life's reality when it comes to family and illness into full perspective; a year to look at how you spend the bulk of your day -- and determine if you are truly happy. The bottom line -- are you happy where you are? And if the answer is a resounding No! What do you plan to do about it to make it better?

As 2009 faded, my mother was in the hospital, I wasn't happy with the prognosis (or lack thereof) and I wanted to focus on the changes I needed to make in 2010. My affinity for social media outlets: twitter and facebook had grown immensely! Both, providing an opportunity to not only connect with like-minded individuals who share similar interests, but to interact with musicians who mean more than the world to me.

Time for me to smile and truly have joy behind each smile. Most importantly, I continue to pray to God for guidance with each step I intend to take.

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2009: A reflection!
Music & Affiliations

Always excited about opportunities to meet new artists or those that I love and respect, and to experience a live performance. 2009 was a great year for all of that: (in no particular order other than what comes to mind)
Monica Blaire

Yahzarah

Eric Roberson & DMo

PJ Morton

Naturally 7

Yahzarah & Ra-Re Valverde

Sy Smith

Mint Condition

Maxwell

Trina Broussard

Ndambi

Bobby Brown

Foreign Exchange

-- meeting Caron Wheeler, Najee and Angie Stone -- having Calvin Richardson create a drop for our company, moments to cherish eternally.

The event that holds the most special spot in my heart took place in April 2009: the ONUTSS Tribute to Luther Vandross at the Blue Note. A live venture that I'm sure means as much to Pam as it did for me, which brought so much talent under one roof: Kim Davis, KiKi Hawkins, Lady Tess, Alex Marcelo, Kelvyn Bell, Daru Jones, Kenny Wesley, Bradd Marquis, Gordon Chambers and V. Oh and our hostess who took the room by storm, Lorenda Robinson! From this union came a bond that I could never have imagined and smile so proudly whenever I think about it -- the opportunity to work with Bradd Marquis and V on an even more intimate level (co-management, booking rep, publicist, confidante, homie, consultant, travel agent *ha* and friend).

Motivation for me comes with denial, watching others make unwarranted strides or outside pressure. People may demand of you what you truly are not willing to give. The simplest requests can take the most time to complete because they present so much more of an emotional challenge than anything else. There are irons in the fire that I cannot or am not willing to divulge just yet, but there are opportunities that have been presented to me that can evolve into so much more -- and for that, I am eternally grateful.
(People often see in you what you may not immediately see in yourself.)

2010 ~ let's go!

Another 4:30am evening/morning comes to a close...
Peace & Blessings one and all

Bradd Marquis: The Gift of Music (free download)

2009-12-23T19:41:00.004-05:00

THE GIFT OF MUSIC:
Happy Holidays
from
BRADD MARQUIS

Bradd Marquis is quickly becoming a name that continues to be repeated when quality male vocalists are mentioned these days. This young crooner oozes with soul, though his versatility enables him to bring the essence of music, pure and simple to any stage he graces. Often compared to Marvin Gaye and Teddy Pendergrass, the raspy-vocalist with a statuesque physique and model-like good looks has a personality that resonates with down home charm. Hailing from a family where music knew no limit, Bradd Marquis is a force to be reckoned with!

He was invited by the mighty SoulBounce team to be part of the Men Love Mary: A Tribute to 'My Life' project and submitted his rendition of 'Never Want to Live Without You' -- critics, and fans alike gave him thumbs up.

As a treat to you for the holidays, Bradd Marquis is offering an EP filled with grown and sexy tunes for all to enjoy, which also includes 'Never Want to Live Without You' == another name to remember: BRADD MARQUIS, a gifted musician, actor and well-rounded talent!

DOWNLOAD LINK

2009: Year in review - music, life lessons, love & all that matters (to me)!

2009-12-23T04:41:00.001-05:00

Coming soon...!

SoulBounce Presents: Men Love Mary - Tribute to 'My Life'

2009-12-06T03:32:00.005-05:00

SoulBounce Presents 'Men Love Mary': A Tribute To 'My Life'

Fifteen years ago Mary J. Blige released My Life, a breakthrough album chronicling her inner struggles while catapulting her to superstardom as the Queen of Hip Hop Soul. In celebration of this milestone, we gathered nine dynamic male artists to record re-imaginings of their favorite My Life songs for Men Love Mary: A Tribute to My Life, a digital EP presented by SoulBounce. The EP is hosted by one of Bad Boy's legendary "Hitmen," Chucky Thompson, who was a key producer on the My Life album. My Life was a pivotal point in Mary's career where her voice shined as a beacon of hope and understanding to men and women all over the world. Men Love Mary: A Tribute to My Life offers a fresh perspective from Eric Roberson, Jesse Boykins III, Slakah the Beatchild, Nino Moschella, Bradd Marquis, TL Cross, Darien, D Maurice, Fave and Siik--a new generation of artists inspired by her sincerity, longevity and artistry. My Life was about Mary's relationship with one man, and now many men have reinterpreted these songs in an effort to pay tribute to an artist who has given us so much of herself. As a culture, we do a great job of paying tribute to our stars posthumously. Men Love Mary: A Tribute to My Life is an opportunity to celebrate our Queen and let her know how much she means to us and to music. This is our chance to honor her and give her flowers while she's still here, and we're sharing the bouquet with her adoring fans. SoulBounce is proud to present to you this labor of love, Men Love Mary: A Tribute to My Life. Download (link) the EP and enjoy these new renditions of some of your favorites from My Life.

Zo, Sy & the Foreign Exchange Cats Are Definitely CERTIFIABLE!!

2009-11-06T00:45:00.005-05:00

Zo of Foreign Exchange released a collection of 7 gems (covers) entitled, Just Visiting Too earlier this week. The playlist is posted below and this collection features all of the members of his band. It's a keeper and I would definitely love to hear what you all think of it after listening! You can get to the download link by clicking on the album title.

Tracklisting:
1. Perfect Angel feat. Yahzarah
2. Nights Over Egypt feat. Carlitta Durand
3. Crazy You feat. Sy Smith
4. Holding You, Loving You
5. My Flame feat. Phonte
6. Somethin Special feat. Yahzarah
7. The Highways of My Life (Pts. 1&2) feat. Darien Brockington

Bradd Marquis is BOUNCE worthy & Certifiable!

2009-10-17T10:06:00.014-04:00

You will only hear me praise artists who music I truly support and BRADD MARQUIS is one such, soul singer. Bradd has been compared to such greats as Teddy Pendergass, the late greats Marvin Gaye and Donny Hathaway. In 2007 he was named Soul Singer of the Year on BET's 106 and Park show. In addition to Bradd's vocal chops, he is a talented actor and certainly has model good looks -- height, stature and that handsome appeal that makes women swoon. He's also a genuinely sweet, thoughtful and well-mannered gentleman.

Bradd is a pleasure to work with! It fills me with pride when I introduce his music to someone new and they immediately embrace his sound. I was overjoyed when I was informed that Bradd was going to be featured on Soul Bounce and certified as BOUNCE WORTHY! (Please click the Bounce Worthy link above for the Soul Bounce tribute) I featured Bradd on my SoulMusiqLuva podcast today (check it out)

Bradd performed Donny Hathaway's 'Song For You' on Showtime At The Apollo -- judge for yourself and determine if Donny would have been proud of his effort.

Earlier this year, we (ONUTSS) hosted a tribute to Luther Vandross on what would have been his 58th birthday at the legendary Blue Note in New York City. We were fortunate to have had Bradd as one of the featured performers. The video below is a clip of some of the songs he performed at the show.

For more information about Bradd, please visit his myspace page. And if you are interested in having Bradd perform in your town or venue/event, please contact yours truly!

Remembering Mr. Magic: A True School Pioneer

2009-10-04T00:32:00.004-04:00

Remembering a New York legend who went on to become a global hero!
John Rivas aka Mr. Magic aka Sir Juice
Transition Date: October 2, 2009

As per NY Daily News

Rap legends from Biggie Smalls to Tupac Shakur lionized him in their verse. And now, like them, he's gone.

DJ Mr. Magic, one of hip hop's conduits to radio, died Friday of a heart attack.

Born John Rivas, he launched and hosted the first all-rap radio show in the U.S.

Titled "Rap Attack," the show debuted in 1983 on WBLS and quickly became an inspiration point for key players in hip hop. The show, which lasted six years, also featured deejay Marley Marl and Tyron (Fly Ty) Williams.

At his peak, in the mid- to late '80s, Magic had a rivalry with Kool DJ Red Alert, who had his own show on WRKS. They each had their own rap groups. Magic's Juice Crew featured such key names as Biz Markie, Roxanne Shante, Kool G. Rap and Masta Ace.

In 1992, Nas immortalized Mr. Magic in "Halftime" while Biggie name-checked him in a track called "Juicy." Tupac also mentioned the record spinner on his 1995 cut "Old School."

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My personal memories --
* trying to find the best spot in my bedroom to get good reception when he was on the air on WHBI -- had to get my cassette ready for the ride the following morning to (junior high) school

* laying in bed, well after I should have been asleep (school the next morning) and hearing my mother get up during the night -- praying that she wouldn't come in my bedroom and bust me for listening to the radio

* seeing people like LL, TJ Swann and Biz Markie around town and being so star struck because Mr. Magic played their music

Courtesy of DJ OhSoKool's tweets -- these are some of the phrases that became standard when you listened to Mr. Magic on the air:

* "Oh my god I think I'm having a Rap Attack!!"

* "Any man can learn from his or her mistakes, but it takes a wise guy or gal to learn from the mistakes made by others"

* "Be yourself, or you might find yourself - by yourself - and that's no fun"

* "Persistence overcomes resistance"

WBLS here in NY had an on-air tribute to Mr. Magic on the day he died. Marley Marl was mixing some classic hotness, hip hop pioneers called in: Big Daddy Kane, MC Shan, Doctor Ice, Jay-Z and Sal from Disco Fever (<~~ wow) to share their 'magic moments' If you missed the tribute... here's a link

Certifiable Music For Your Soul #1

2009-09-13T20:14:00.021-04:00

I revealed recently that I have put my pen down as an official reviewer of new music cds. What I have come to realize is that my words are solely my opinion, and as selective as I am about music -- it's best for me to support the music that moves me. Having said that -- and knowing that I definitely need to get back on the ball to making this blog come to life -- I'm going to begin with the first post in a long series of Certifiable Music For Your Soul! Although it truly refers to the music that moves 'my' soul -- I want to let you in on my secret audible pleasures. I don't know how often I'll post in this category because music that grooves me doesn't come in any specific frequency. Sit tight and ride with me. As always, I appreciate you taking the time to read my thoughts.

CERTIFIABLE MUSIC FOR YOUR SOUL #1

(1)
Calvin Richardson: Facts of Life: The Soul of Bobby Womack

Calvin really did his thing on this project
Check out the video for "A Woman's Gotta Have It"

(2)
J. Moss - Just James

JMoss is on Twitter and from the tweets that are being posted, besides me -- people are really feeling this new album. Already, there are a couple of cuts on this album that really stand out for me -- but nothing has moved me like "Anointing" has in quite some time.

For a preview of the new album...visit InsideJMoss.com

(3)
V: It Is Finished! The Paradox: Vol I

Although I am his Publicist, I am and have been a 'fan' first of his music. That is what brought us together. This album has evoked for those who've listened to it, many different feelings. For me, it is a complete album from start to finish.

This album is now available for purchase on Amazon and iTunes.
No library for a music lover of today's indie soul is complete without it!

Rounding out this edition are songs sprinkled here and there:

Eric Roberson & Lalah Hathaway: Dealing
Eric Roberson: Newness

Ledisi: Turn Me Loose
Say No
Goin' thru Changes

Remember to: support INDIE SOUL music makers by purchasing the music you enjoy. Not sure who's doing what?

Well, here's a gift for you from Vikter Duplaix ~ Electric Love (free download)

Until we meet again...
I wish peace & musical blessings upon you!

Feels Real Good!

2009-08-24T01:25:00.001-04:00

After a wonderful weekend up in Springfield, Massachusetts at the Organix Soul showcase (get there, if you haven't experienced it) -- I touched down in New York with my favorite fellas. My love runs deep and the talent is real!

(to the left = Bradd Marquis http://www.myspace.com/braddmarquis)
(to the right = V http://www.myspace.com/vsign)

PINCH ME!!!!

Your legacy

2009-08-05T23:13:00.005-04:00

What will your legacy be when your time here on Earth has run out? Have you given any thought to what remnants of you people will hold onto? It's funny, this topic came to mind as I spoke with a few people I know in reference to someone we know who has passed on.

What was really crazy is that when we discussed this particular individual, we all had this instantaneous look come across our faces that distinctly said, "Yeah, oh well!" with little regard. I listened to their stories about this person before chiming in to share the eventful introduction I'd had. The impression left behind of this person was to the far corner of favorable. The bottom line is that we were all in agreement that none of us would be making any serious effort to attend the homegoing service for this individual.

Let me explain, my memory of this person involves me being referred to as 'one of those bitches!' I was so caught off guard that it took a minute for me to realize that the vile words spilling out of that person's mouth was a very weak attempt at humor and were directed at me. As I write this, I am trying to be careful so as not to indicate when the person passed, what the individual's sex was or where I might know the person from because people have a tendency to read between the lines and make ill-fated assumptions. I'm not here to throw dirt on someone who can no longer defend him or herself. I am merely here to enlighten you of the lasting impression you have the ability to implant in the mind of others.

Are you boisterous, obnoxious, brazen, one who people move away from instead of draw to? (Qualities of the departed)

My family and closest friends can co-sign as I share characteristics of my own personality, good and bad. I'm loveable yet moody, perhaps the scales of my inner Libra are sometimes off-kilter *shrugging* -- I am thoughtful and considerate yet withdrawn and often a loner. God is the head of my life, yet I often pray for patience because I bore of people and circumstances very easily when the interest is depleted. I can be brutally honest and overly sensitive! *shrugging yet again*

The most important thing I want everyone to know about me is that I love my son very much -- and I couldn't make it through this life without my music.

Blessings

So I'm marinating on some things...

2009-08-02T18:43:00.000-04:00

Time for some of my randomness to come full circle and be placed on front street! Taking the focus from the norm of my music posts. Before I begin, I am a Baptist -- I love no one deeper than I love God. I'm not always as faithful a servant to God's word as I should be. The human in me falters on a daily basis. I don't throw stones at those whose beliefs are far to the left of my own. If you believe that there is a higher calling on our lives than is way more than we can control, we can be cool.

So I'm sailing on a high right now. My very intelligent son, who skipped a grade early in his elementary years recently completed high school and was acknowledged in church today. He received a scholarship and was crowned the 2009 King of the Second Baptist Church Scholarship Committee based on the funds that were raised in his honor. His counterpart, The Queen is also a 16-year old scholar! So, our future leaders have been set on a path to greatness and I can speak for me -- I expect no shortcomings from this one here!

On another note -- I was a bit agitated around 4:30 this morning. My neighbors, who really do not know the meaning of hospitality and courtesy for those living beneath them returned home from an apparent family outing. I had to hear them walk up the stairs, put the children to bed, flush the toilet a few times -- and then the ultimate atrocity -- the creaking and squeaking of the bed! I didn't have the energy to get out of bed for my iPod -- which I typically keep near me because their three small children rise routinely at 7:30 EVERY morning! So, at this point I'm wide awake and watching the clock (just wrong, right?! >) Ten minutes passed and there was silence. Okay, some quiet and I started to drift back into slumber and before you know it the bed post was hitting the wall. Enrique had gone IN!

Now, my mind is wandering. What were they doing in the context of the silent moments? Who was doing whom? (Oh Lord, was I 'not' in church -- seeking salvation a few short hours ago?!) Then I got annoyed -- but, honestly I was annoyed because Alex was getting hers and I wasn't! Look here! God knows my heart better than I'm sure I do. HE knows that I'm tired of being by my lonesome and that I long for companionship. I've already cracked the seal of living as I move into my fourth decade.

I thank my Pastor for praying for the single women in the congregation today -- those of us who don't want to repeat the cycles that our mothers, aunties, grandmothers endured. Hell, my mother's praying for both, me and my sister in that regard.

Just some things I was tripping over today.

Pray for me ya'll :)

Can't Keep It To Myself!!

2009-06-22T01:12:00.000-04:00

So many of my online buddies are creating some mixes that will take you back ~ make you look ahead ~ keep you rocking ~ make your head nod or just put you in a zone so totally unexpected! I can't keep this good music news to myself and wanted to share it with "you" ~ my special circle.

Here goes:

DJ 1derful - The Deep Kafe Volume 2 (http://www.dj1derful.com/)
- his page is loaded with goodies -

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Raheem DeVaughn – The Art of Noise (Mixtape) (http://dj1derful.com/?p=569)

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Sound Nexx Mixes (never go wrong with this brother's musical blessings)
This is what DJ Sound Nexx has to say about living: Life without music is not really living...
Rear Viewing Soul Mixx (http://usershare.net/jr3gj9b6z4q3)
Soulful Addiction Mixx (http://usershare.net/5w8zl1wvzs9c)

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DJ Smoove of Chocolate Grooves has Volume 4 of his Nu-Soul Mix series available for your download pleasure
(http://djsmoove1967.podomatic.com/)

On this volume, listen to: Eric Roberson; Rashad (columbus, ohio); Daru & Reggie B. ; Chinahblac; Anthony David; L' Renee; Floetry; AFTA-1 (what up Dino!); The Fugees; dj Jazzy Jeff; Erykah Badu (Nat's gurl!); dj Mitsu ft. Dwele; Erik Rico; The Roots ft. Jill Scott; Foreign Exchange (x2); Slakah The Beatchild; Zo! & Tigallo (who da heck???)...

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The following are two mixes from DJ Speed (http://theoriginaldjspeed.podomatic.com/) - I got so stuck on Summa Madnezz because it took me back to the days when I loved RAP music -- Melle Mel's "rooooooar!"

Summa Madnezz - DJ Speed
(http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HPF3JZ8J)

SummerTime -- Fresh Prince
Rock Creek Park - The Blackbyrds
Eric B for President - Eric B & Rakim
Step Off - Grandmaster Melle Mel
Summer Madness - Kool & The Gang
It's Yours - T La Rock
Jazzy Sensation - Jazzy 5
Jazz Instrumental (2 minutes.. )
Live @ the BBQ - Main Source
I Need A Beat - LL Cool J
Summertime - Janis Joplin
Before I let Go - Frankie Beverly & Maze
So What ur Saying - EPMD
Afta Party - Koffee Brown (me7ek mix)
One Thing - Amerie ft MC Lyte (me7ek mix)
One More Chance - The Jackson 5 ft Black Rob (Me7ek mix)
The Bridge - MC Shan
The Bridge is Over - BDP

Soulogy 1.0 - DJ Speed
(http://www.megaupload.com/?d=OOU4WPX1)

Staple Singers – “Stone Soul Picnic”
Erykah Badu – “Didn’t U Know”
Earth Wind & Fire feat. Raphael Saddiq – “Show Me the Way”
Isley Brothers feat Mos Def – “Groove With U” (Me7ek Blend)
Choklate – “To Whom It May Concern”
Foster Sylvers – “Misdemeanor”
SWV – “You’re the One” (Me7ek Mix)
Jill Scott – “Raheem Interlude”
Raheem DeVaughn – “Woman” (Me7ek Dumb Mix)
Commodores – “Just to Be Close to You”
Van Hunt – “Your Love”
Brighter Side of Darkness – “Love Jones”
True Love – “Love Rap Ballad”
Macy Gray ft Marsha Ambrosius – “Still Hurts”
Choklate – “Suns Out”
Erik Rico – “Lets Lay Together”
Green Tea – “Life Of a SuperStar” (Interlude)
Jamie Foxx ft T.Pain – “Blame It On” (Me7ek Mix)
Green Tea – “Who Would’ve Thought”
The Escorts – “I’ll Be Sweeter Tommorrow”
Queen Latifah – “Just Another Day” (Me7ek Mix)
Tesha Marie – “Open”
Brownstone – “Grapevine”
Shannon Sanders – “In My Mind”
Lisa Shaw – “Grown Apart (Me7ek 122bpm Mix)
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EJ Flavors - OSW Mixes
(Old School Wednesday)

Consistently on Wednesdays, you can look forward to heading over to this spot (http://ejflavors.com/) and catching a blend of music that includes jams that you may not have heard since the days you cut class as a senior in high school! (Oooo did I say that?! I wasn't talking about 'me' - I meant 'you' - pooching my lips out!!! :)

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Fave's Friday FaveCast
(http://www.fridayfavecast.com)

Like clockwork, this brother is definitely grinding!! Included in his podcast is a little comedic humor, tips on wellness and ultimately some of the best music you can only hear in the way that Fave puts it together. Check him out -- oh, check out this specific episode and then catch yourself up. It features the sounds of someone near and dear to me: http://www.fridayfavecast.com/wp/?p=490
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The Sunday Soundtrack (Vibes and Scribes)
Mellow funk - jazzing it up!
(http://www.vibesnscribes.com/)

The perfect blend for a Sunday afternoon as you look ahead to what a new week holds for you!
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My bed calls but I'd be remiss not to round out this edition with notice of one of my favorite sister groovologist's -- MiissHoneySoul! You must keep her site locked and loaded at all times because she works on the sneak attack and will post up some hotness -- or turn you on to a DJ, a mix, an opportunity to win front seats at a show coming to your town.

Keep this bookmarked with two extra special **'s : http://www.honeysoul.com/wp/
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For more info or to keep up with any of the dj's listed above:

DJ 1derful (http://www.dj1derful.com/)
DJ Sound Nexx (http://soundnexx.blogspot.com/)
DJ Smoove of Chocolate Grooves (http://djsmoove1967.podomatic.com/)
The Original DJ Speed (http://theoriginaldjspeed.podomatic.com/)
EJ Flavors (http://ejflavors.com/)
Fave's Friday FaveCast (http://www.fridayfavecast.com)
Vibes and Scribes/The Sunday Soundtrack (http://www.vibesnscribes.com)
HoneySoul (http://www.honeysoul.com/wp/)

2009-06-04T07:27:00.001-04:00

Keep your enemies as close to you as possible, they'll make an attempt to slice your throat 'everytime'

2009-06-01T22:15:00.001-04:00

So That's Where They Got It From, Vol. 1 http://ping.fm/N87XG

The Paradox: Vol I

2009-05-07T03:45:00.000-04:00

R&B vocalist, Valvin “V” Roane II returns with It Is Finished: The Paradox Vol I, the follow up album that many have anxiously awaited.

A few years back, an album entitled The Revelation Is Now Televised quietly made waves in and around key independent soul music circles. The internet buzzed about this album that consisted of conscious lyrics, booming bass lines, romantic ballads and soulful melodies. However, little was known about the man behind this rousing collection of songs whose musical career has garnered work with the likes of DJ Jazzy Jeff, Justin Timberlake and Musiq Soulchild to name a few. Valvin Roane II aka “V” hailing from the state of New Jersey, with seemingly no publicity for his debut album, had begun to awaken the musical senses in many who were eager for aural stimulation.

Touring extensively with Jill Scott as a backing vocalist for several years, V somehow managed to find the time to work on a follow up album. On March 17, 2009 music lovers around the globe were elated to learn that the long awaited project, It Is Finished: The Paradox Vol I became available for consumption via digital download. This treasure chest is filled with nineteen self-produced gems, laden with songs ranging from easy going club bangers to those focusing on more serious issues involving relationships, as well as the socially conscious and spiritually driven that provide a well-rounded picture of V, the artist.

The first single to be released from the new album, Rules Of The Game glides in over a sleek beat that draws you in and coats you with the truth serum needed when faced with life’s most hardcore lessons. On The After Party, V sings of what may occur when the show is over, the night is quiet and there is an unexpected knock at the door with a salacious invitation to an all-out rendezvous. The song has an infectious melody that is guaranteed to light up dance floors around the world. In a plea for world peace, love and unity as Marvin Gaye once attempted, What’s Still Going On speaks to the ills in our society today related to issues such as poverty, unemployment, war and distress. It Is Finished: The Paradox Vol I is V’s effort to distill his personal experiences in life into melody and words as he makes a universal impact.

For digital purchases and more information go to: SoundClick and V's myspace page.

Media Contact:
Detrel Howell
email: vsign09@gmail.com

Holding Back the Tears

2009-04-22T00:13:00.000-04:00

Woo woo woo!

Not a hint of sadness here, whatsoever! I'm reflecting on God's blessings in my life. The desires of my heart seem to be coming to me ever so steady with each passing day. I have come to realize that joy will not simply drop at my feet ~ I have to seek it out, make some noise and let people know that I am just so serious about what I want to do and what I am capable of devoting myself to doing.In the past I have blogged about:

Rahsaan Patterson
Pamela Nichols
and a young dude who calls himself "V"

Pam -- I will speak of her every opportunity that I am able to because she has been a tremendous joy in a short period of time. She's a visionary who is still getting her feet wet when it comes to the inner workings of the music biz. I laugh to myself sometimes because even her bark is absolutely opposite of mine. She's sweet as the 'suga' that she refers to in her nickname (Sista Suga).

Rahsaan -- his music is like butter! I really need not say any more than that but I will. His music moved me after the first time I'd listened and the mission began! I was out to find a song, an album, a cassingle...that's for those of us who remember the forms music were presented in after the decline of vinyl. I reached out to his manager at the time, Lucille Hunt which was one of the boldest and wisest moves ever made by this here chic. She embraced my interest and desire to help spread the word about Rahsaan Patterson's music and the rest is history. Pam and I became friends via a message board of Rahsaan Patterson die-hard fans that I put together and a short while later ONUTSS was born.

People seem to always want to know what the hell went into developing a name like ONUTSS -- another blog -- another day -- but it was a lonely late late night notion that hit me hard. And in less than three years, Pam and I have poured our hearts into what we do. There have been many a day that I've told her vehemently that I wanted out! It's hard watching others make $$ off of your passion when you have a vision to do something grand for those you support and you're lacking $$. It's also an interpretation of a very painful and saddening slap, in my opinion when people silently refuse to join forces, for the sake of a bigger movement.

The Luther Vandross Tribute Story

One night I received a call from this brother, Kenny Wesley. I have always admired Kenny because when you call his cell phone, his voicemail picks up and he begins to speak what we have adopted as proper English. He then breaks into the most perfect Spanish interpretation of what was stated in English and then he breaks into another language that I have yet to identify. (lol) In addition to that, he's a really nice guy who can sing his 'face' off and is severely underrated. Kenny called me that night because somewhere in the depths of his musical soul, he had the idea of doing an ONUTSS Listening Party in honor of Luther Vandross. As he began to share more of his vision, I had my own pictures of who all I wanted to reach out to for the sake of participating and making it the best event ONUTSS could imagine.

Kenny said that he had already spoken with Gordon Chambers about participating and he, too was on board. Well, if you have Kenny and Gordon, then... That's where V might come in.

I have been in V's corner since hearing his album, "The Revelation is Now Televised" a few years back and have told him so many times via Myspace messages. But, I didn't expect to work with him so soon and on such a level as what unfolded earlier this week. When he agreed to consider being part of the lineup, I hung up the phone and let out a squeal. Our Luther Vandross Tribute singers were nearly complete and I was more than pleased.

V: A vision in motion

Actually, before reaching out to V, I called on a friend who I thought would be a perfect addition to the growing lineup. That friend, Mike Hammond loved the idea and had songs in mind to perform before the conversation ended. It was all so perfect, in my mind. An extravaganza of this sort was a risky venture for ONUTSS because we did not want anyone whom we had worked with previously to feel slighted because they were not asked to participate. We also had not done an all-out show in the years that ONUTSS has existed. There was so much we would need to pull together, in a short period of time to make it all so right. Securing the venue was most important and what better place to present a showcase dedicated to one of soul music's greatest and most beloved crooners than the world famous Blue Note in New York City! Then, bringing in key players for the band -- and the necessity of background vocalists -- and the little details.

I have to say, Pam and I put our best hustle hats on and made sure it was all taken care of. Our band consisted of Kelvyn Bell (guitar/Music Director), Kim Davis (bass), Alex Marcelo (keys) and Daru Jones (drums). Each musician has a special story and credentials that stretch far and wide. If I took you through their collective list, your eyes would pop as the names of singers and musicians, as well as previous project involvement they've had were to become known to you. Simply marvelous! Our background singers, Tess and Ki Ki Hawkins were absolutely stellar. They were a perfect compliment, not only to one another but to each singer. We also realized that we needed a host(ess) with the ability to charm the crowd and hold their interest between singers. Who else but Lorenda Robinson would be perfect for the task. She told us that she was honored to be asked and would do the damned thing. That she did and so much more!

As we moved closer and closer to the date, things seemed to fall into place. The rehearsals were scheduled. The event was listed on The Blue Note's calendar and the unbelievable was unfolding into the realistic. Unexpectedly, we got a call that Mike Hammond unfortunately needed to cancel. We wished him well and needed to decide quickly if he should be replaced or whether we should fill his slot or not. Filled, it was! I called on Bradd Marquis who had been a featured performer at our ONUTSS Listening Party and he agreed immediately to be on the bill. There it was -- done!

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Kim Davis (our bass man)

Tess and Kenny

Lorenda Robinson & Kenny Wesley

Bradd Marquis (in a zone)

Working it out at rehearsal: Alex Marcelo & Kelvyn Bell

(l to r) Gordon Chambers, Lorenda Robinson, Kenny Wesley & Alex Marcelo

Daru Jones killing the skins!

Kenny Wesley & Bradd Marquis

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So it was ... Monday, April 20, 2009 ... a very rainy and cold day in New York where the weather made not a bit of difference to the packed house at The Blue Note. People came out for a show honoring a legend and left with names they had not known before, right at the forefront of their thoughts.

The night began with the band playing a funky rendition of Luther's Til My Baby Comes Home featuring Kelvyn Bell. Heads in the crowd were nodding, fingers tapping and I'm sure feet stomping too. Hot!

Lorenda Robinson stepped on stage and set the tone by introducing One Nation Under The Soul Shack like we'd never heard ourselves described previously. It was so touching that I found myself wiping my eyes. Damn her! I'd bet Pam that she was going to be the first to break down and here I was on the verge of an outright babbling sob. (smile) But it was dark where I sat and very few seemed to notice the waterworks. (whew!)

Kenny Wesley came out and sang Luther's song, "Any Love" in such a way that was similar to the original but certainly with his own impression. Kenny is unassuming until he opens his mouth to belt out some sounds that definitely make you want to stand up and scream out, "You'd better sing, sugar!" He then went to the piano and played for himself as he sang, "Time" a song that Billy Porter put his stamp on, but Kenny Wesley put his foot in twice!

Bradd Marquis was next to hit the stage and hit it, he did! Bradd is a handsome drink of water, so I watched closely as the ladies near the stage gave one another 'that' umm hmm glance. He certainly didn't disappoint either. His two Luther covers, Never Too Much and So Amazing would have pleased Luther. The crowd rocker for sure was Bradd's original song, "Radio" ~ a feel good tune that you can't help but bounce to. The hook draws you in before you even realize what has happened. Bradd's smoky raspiness has brought comparisons of Teddy Pendergrass, Jaheim and Marvin Gaye. What wonders lie ahead for him and the other singers is all in God's control.

Kenny Wesley returned to the stage after being summoned by our hostess, Ms. Robinson who kept the crowd laughing and thoroughly entertained between performers. They then engaged in musical love before all hungry eyes. The sultry ballad, If This World Were Mine that Luther Vandross and Cheryl Lynn made a staple for all of us romantic-types had come to life. In Lorenda and Kenny, I saw Donny and Roberta, Ashford and Simpson, Marvin and Tammi, Rick and Teena and any other fabulous male/female duo who possessed the ability to join genetic forces, blend souls and deliver a heartfelt performance dripping with sensuality!
I loved the show, as a music fan first and then, pridefully as a co-producer and promoter. I couldn't help but reach out to Pam and share a smile. This is what we had brought together. The Blue Note was packed -- you know how they somehow manage to put twenty people in a space that should rightfully hold about five -- there were faces I'd never seen, faces I didn't expect to see and even more faces of people whom I love (my mom, my sister, my friends). I turned to take it all in as Lorenda introduced V. He stepped on stage and this is when the show turned into a personal concert for me. Having listened to his music for so long, witnessing the live performance -- even after two rehearsals -- was special. I zoned out as he sang If Only For One Night. I remember clapping when the song ended but my mind was so far away from what my eyes were taking in. I thought back to how scary it was for me to send him a note on Myspace in which I'd shared how much I loved his cd, or the time I was brazen enough to ask him to be part of an ONUTSS listening party. Let me say, there was little room for disappointment as he sang one of my very favorite songs that Luther blessed the world with, Make Me A Believer. V's song ,This Moment from his recently released sophomore album, The Paradox has quickly become a song that touches me to the core. He sang that and I was filled...period! Tess and Ki Ki's backing vocals were just sheer perfection.

The final performer for this magnificent evening was Gordon Chambers, who becomes a vibrant character on stage. His stage presence brings from within all of the charm, personality and vigor that he possesses. His interaction with the crowd exemplified the professional entertainer he truly is. His Luther song choices included Creepin', Superstar and a personal dedication to the departed crooner, I'll Miss You Most. Gordon took the audience through a range of emotions and vocal acrobatics. From encouraging the crowd to celebrate the life of a talent gone all too soon on what was to have been his 58th birthday, to having them participate in the songs to applauding his parents who were in the crowd for a lengthy union, Gordon Chambers was sheer perfection as he brought this incredible showcase to a close.

No Luther Vandross tribute show could have ever been complete without a rousing rendition of The Power of Love/Love Power. Gordon called all of the evening's performers, even the hostess Lorenda back to the stage and they rocked out as Luther would have had it!

Random Thoughts

2009-03-23T01:32:00.000-04:00

I should be in bed, typical. I have so much to take care of but there are not enough hours in any day. I am charged over what I experienced in this past weekend. I added a new post to my project, The Musiq Spotlight Blog: SoulUK.

I put this blog together in hopes of it being a resource for independent musicians and for people looking for opportunities to network with the movers and shakers who make things happen behind-the-scene in our INDIE SOUL world. There are talented, skilled and enterprising individuals and companies listed in The Musiq Spotlight Blog.

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This past weekend in New York, the annual Indie Soul Mixer took place up in Harlem. This is year number four and the gathering has grown to such a level that the organizers, Dexter Myers and Mike Ashley know that the venue which has hosted the Mixer for its years of existence, Billie's Black can no longer hold the crowd. People were wall-to-wall, even more so this year than any other year I can recall...this is year #3 for me.

The evening opened with some enlightening commentary from Marko Noble of RhythmandSoulRadio.com, Kevin Harewood of EDclectic Entertainment, Terry Bello of the International Soul Music Summit and Drake Phifer of Urban Organic Entertainment.

This event has literally become 'the' networking event for any independent soul artist who is either in the New York area or able to come to New York to exchange cds, pass out business cards, rock the mic and show people what you're working with and to gain some knowledge from a few pioneers who graciously gather to mix and mingle. There were way too many artists in the house for me to remember, but those I recall: Nikki Wade, Rogier, Teisha Marie, Kev.O, Terrence Darnell, Lenora Jay, Kenny Wesley, Mika, Abby Dobson, Kendra Ross, LaSonya Gunther, Steve Wallace, Tomas Doncker, Veronica Dawkins, Green Tea, Jeff Hendricks, Mahasin, Anthony Dixon, Tom Paul, Drea, Jimmy Salvameni, Paul Rivers Bailey, Kimberly Nichole, Ashanti, Johnny Kemp and others whose names I didn't catch or hadn't been told. There were some who blessed the mic and made you really open a wide eye and take note, there were others who got on the mic and should have opted to stay in the audience to spectate -- there were a few who went well over their allotted one song and there were even more who didn't step to the mic.

Here are a few pictures

Mike Ashley & Dexter Myers

Marko Noble

Terry Bello & Mike Ashley

Kevin Harewood

~ ~ ~ Thrilled ~ ~ ~

2009-03-07T23:22:00.000-05:00

Sometimes you reflect on where you are in life and you wish for more. Sometimes you think back on the path you've taken and become overwhelmed. This year is off to a great start for my side~gig, ONUTSS. We've got some really exciting events coming up and other ventures in the works -- I wanted to share the following with whomever is out in the blogosphere (Fiona turned me on to that word :) and might be reading my words:

Ashanti Munir and Paula Ralph-Birkett are two very special ladies. We have the distinct honor of announcing that they will be our featured performers for our Women's History Month celebration. What better way than to celebrate the strength of a woman than with two beautiful feminine gems who have fabulous voices?!

Listen to these ladies sing:

Ashanti Munir sings the National Anthem

Paula Ralph-Birkett

Please save the date and plan to join us for an evening of good music, good vibes and a guarantee of great memories!

It is no secret to anyone who loves music that Luther Vandross was a gift sent to us from God. He's one who we still find great difficulty in knowing that nearly four years have passed since he left us, in the physical sense. For our utter enjoyment, we have a treasure chest of music that Luther created for us all to enjoy with the point of a finger.

It is with all the pride that we can muster that we announce that ONUTSS is honoring the memory of Luther Vandross on April 20, 2009 at NY's legendary Blue Note. It's important to point out that Luther would have celebrated his 58th birthday on that same day. We truly believe that this tribute in song will be blessed by Luther's spirit -- which will be with us in the building that evening.

We will be featuring an unbelievable ensemble of male vocalists: GORDON CHAMBERS, KENNY WESLEY, V and MIKE HAMMOND, along with a backing band of incredible musicians -- headed by our Music Director/Guitarist (Kelvyn Bell), Funktified Drummer (Daru Jones) and Bodacious Bassman (Kim Davis), with more to come. Our hostess for the evening will be the vivacious, Lorenda Robinson of Brown Baby Girl fame. These musicians have worked with the best of the best -- from Najee, Kashif, Sybil, Talib Kweli, ?Love of the Roots and so many more noteworthy talents -- it's just ridiculous!

There will be two shows (8pm and 10:30pm) and reservations are STRONGLY recommended. For more information and singer bios please visit The Blue Note's website.

The Musiq Spotlight

2009-02-21T18:24:00.000-05:00

I'm always interested in finding new ways to bridge the communication divide by introducing music makers to so many people who I know that have the power to move mountains on their behalf. (a large charge, huh?! I have big dreams)

In addition to being a native of New York, an intense music lover and the co-founder of a company called One Nation Under The Soul Shack which is better known to most as “ONUTSS” ~ I enjoy shining “The Spotlight” on individuals who may not be known to others. I launched another blog spot, The Musiq Spotlight which is intended to do just that — turn the mic over to people who work hard behind-the-scenes and might not receive their just due.

As a part of the ONUTSS team, I am often asked by others who they should connect to within the indie soul circle. The aim is to introduce you to people who may only be names to you, show you just why you need to know them and create a path for those bonds to be formed.

I will continue to blog here at my "Inner Soul" because this is where my peace of mind is unfurled. I can share music news, views about society, everyday stresses that concern me just as I'm sure they are of concern to you all. So please stay tuned -- and if you have new music tht you think I should take note of -- please hit me up (soulmusiqluva@gmail.com).

One final note, if you've followed my postings I'm sure you remember me going on and on about the music of a gentleman by the name of V. V has sung background vocals for Jill Scott and has also worked with DJ Jazzy Jeff, Will Smith, Silk, Justin Timberlake, Musiq Soulchild, Anthony Hamilton, and Heather Headley. He's been in the studio working tirelessly on his second album and has been leaking songs, little by little for the followers of his Myspace blog. From what I've heard this far -- this album is going to easily be one of early 09's smokers!

Check out new music from my soulman, V ~~> (here ya go)

Each song download is a mere $.99 -- you'll blow more than that if you buy a pack of gum, a Lotto quick pick, a small order of fries -- just do it -- for the love of good music!

This Moment ~~> http://store.payloadz.com/go?id=216404

Gone Away ~~> http://store.payloadz.com/go?id=225717

Say You Love Me ~~> http://store.payloadz.com/go?id=230198

Here's the link to his myspace page

I'm Missing You...

2009-02-06T09:38:00.000-05:00

I was listening to music today (what else is new :) and thought of all who I miss terribly -- take a trip down memory lane with me!

TUPAC

I really dug Tupac, on the good and bad days. I loved him as an actor - he was a character, for sure but the one memory that makes me smile is his role on the episode of A Different World as Jada Pinkett's boyfriend, Pickolo.

GERALD LEVERT

This brother, Gerald Levert just brings a chill to me now, even though he's no longer with us in the physical. Gerald performed in New York a few months before his shocking death and my sister and I were on hand to take it all in. I was so angry at her because we sat close enough for her to run to the stage to get one of the teddy bears that he was tossing into the crowd -- and this dummy was too scared!

Here, Gerald sings one of the songs made famous by my other departed boyfriend

RICK JAMES

I had this private love affair with Rick James that even he didn't know about. Lord, this was a favorite song and still is -- bless him.

MINNIE RIPPERTON

My father was in love with Minnie Ripperton and because of his love, I was exposed to her fabulous music and beauty.

PHYLLIS HYMAN
In my mind, Phyllis Hyman is a goddess and there will never be another to top her. Secretly I wanted to be Phyllis -- statuesque, smoky voiced and a diva with loads of class -- fawned after by many men.

DONNY HATHAWAY

No commentary necessary for Donny and his music. Genius -- pure genius and a brother that holds a special place in my heart filled with music!

MARVIN GAYE

Nobody rocked like Marvin - he was supposed to wait for me so we could hold hands, walk off into the sunset and live this happy life -- he didn't know it though and God had other plans for us both.

LUTHER VANDROSS

This will forever be a favorite of mine -- Gregory Hines and Luther Vandross -- whoever thought to pair them together did a marvelous deed!

Long Time Coming!

2009-01-26T04:02:00.000-05:00

Timecheck: 1/27/09 approx 1:30am
Status: Sifting my head for thoughts & chat~laughing with CarlBoogie on FB

It's well after the bewitching hour and I need to get to bed for at least a couple of hours of sleep before heading into the "Twilight Zone" (my 9-to-5) but these past few weeks were filled with so many treasures, ranging from musical gems to historical wonders -- that I have to put this down in black and white before I let another day go by.

I will forever reflect and bring forth a hearty deep rooted smile. On Sunday, January 18th my favorite soulful band, MINT CONDITION returned to New York and I have only one regret. I am now somewhat physically challenged and cannot stand at the foot of the stage -- where I've been able to count the number of fillings a singer has up in their top row. So, I sat with my girls (Ann Marie and Pammie) and watched this sister next to me diss the essence of real music as she slept through most of the show. I guess I can say it openly now since Pam caught on last week -- Stokley is my first love, only he doesn't know it. (grin) I've seen many a musicians in my day, but there's just something funky about this brother -- maybe it's the wiggle and the glide he's perfected on stage or it could be those monster high notes he manages to unleash or it might even be the way he chews his gum or ties his scarf up under his hat (lol) -- whatever it is, the magic has had me hooked for years. The first time I met him, I kept asking the young lady I'd hung out with (Aisha) to pinch me. It was a dream that somehow materialized into a reality. And then, year before last -- I met him again. Utter delight!

Anyway, getting back to the show last week. I can't give you a play by playlist because I'm not good at that. I just know that the New Congress and Mint Condition rocked the packed house. From the new to the old to the even older, Mint Condition is a band with an eternal flame that seemingly will never fade. With songs like "Pretty Brown Eyes" "You Don't Have To Hurt No More" "Someone To Love" and "Someone To Love" -- you would have been satisfied but still yearning for the more recent gems if they'd left the stage right then and there. Fortunate for the captivated audience, there was much more to come -- in the form of "Gratitude" "Baby Boy, Baby Girl" (my son and I made the video cut! yaaay) "Nothing Left To Say" and an impromptu acoustic version of "If You Love Me" - a request from someone in the crowd.

That was Sunday, the start of a fabulous week -- fast forward to the wee hours of Tuesday morning, before the sun came up. I was on a bus with members of my church and community, headed to Washington, D.C. for the historic inauguration ceremony for our nation's first black President. The experience was unbelievable and I will always relish in the fact that I was there! I saw nothing and heard even less, but I shared that experience with my son and we enjoyed one another. We walked for miles trying to find the perfect spot to catch a glimpse of something -- anything, to no avail. We did, however come face to face with one of my all-time favorite football players, the former New York Jets running back, Curtis Martin. Curtis was walking past us when I'd called out to him and asked him if we could take a picture with him. Did I mention how cold it was in DC? How the wind felt like it was slicing a piece of skin from you every time it blew past you?! Curtis took the pictures with us and was so much more humble and gracious than I could have ever imagined.

I also saw Donnie McClurkin in passing while we were doing all of that walking. But I truly did not get to enjoy the inaugural ceremony until I returned home to watch on tv what I'd missed in person.

May God shine his richest blessings upon President Obama and his beautiful family.

Wednesday evening -- up in Harlem, ONUTSS kicked off the 2009 season with two exceptionally gifted singers, Tim Dillinger and Monica Blaire. It was an explosive and moving night of performances. I always feel a sense of pride when artists come out to be part of what Pam and I have built. It's a tremendous honor and an overwhelming sense of pride takes me on as they get on stage and show the crowd just why they're there and let them know that their names are not to be forgotten. That night was one such night. Massive shout out and love to both Tim and Monica.

Friday evening -- down in the Village at Joe's Pub, Fiona Bloom put an event together that not only brought the spectacular soulful talent of Monica Blaire and Kameron Corvet, but the guests in the audience were amongst the underground soul movement's 'who's who' (names I won't list, but it was something) ! I'd heard about Kameron but hadn't been able to see him perform live until that evening and what an awakening I received! Kameron was just a man with his guitar -- but he made you feel as though he was performing a private event where just you and he were in the room. Wonderful! Nothing more needs to be said about Monica Blaire. She simply is...the truth and nothing but!

There was one other artist on the bill at Joe's Pub, Postman. I really didn't dig his music -- it wasn't for me. I felt bad for him because it appeared that I was not the only person to feel that way. His hip hop/song style was an awkward addition to the lineup. Overall I had a wonderful time and I hope the Bloom Effect will take heed of the reaction from the crowd and make an attempt to bring these two artists together again.

Taking it back

2008-11-29T01:31:00.000-05:00

I mentioned in my previous blog that my mother and I were going to see The Whispers and The O'Jays in concert this evening. I'm on such a high that I don't think I'm going to step down from anytime soon. I always pay attention to two things, in addition to the featured act - the audience and the accompanying band. Both, the band for The Whispers and The O'Jays were off the hook. But The O'Jays had about ten dudes in the horn section alone, kid you not. And the venue that we were at had not one bad seat in the house and the stage rotated in the round -- I was in heaven!

I have to say, age has been exceptionally kind to all of those brothers. The Whispers rocked in and then rocked on out -- touching on just about every major hit that I could recall. Scotty talked about the Christmas dvd that they'd just worked on, which was on sale in the lobby. Naturally, by the time I got out there -- they where all out. So he mentioned (http://www.thewhispers.com/) and I guess I'll have to check out the site to see what other goodies I can add to my library. They sang this newer song, "Butta" and it was a 'grown-folks' song, so you know what it was really all about. That's when the first red flag went up about our love songs today and what they lack. The passion, the intimacy, the illusion and mystery are all gone for the most part. I give these dudes a load of credit because they danced, sang, talked, cracked jokes and didn't pass out. I loved it and really enjoyed seeing them. When they sang a bit of "This Christmas" -- I had a Donny Hathaway moment. I have to do some serious research to find out how many people have legitimately recorded that song and then must put as many versions as I can find on a disc.

But I was there for The O'Jays and won't bs anyone who asks. They came out singing, "Give The People What They Want" and sang some songs that I'd forgotten they'd even recorded. I enjoyed watching my mother leap from her seat to dance along with them as they sang something that moved her in such a way, but at some point my thoughts went to my father. We used to have 'red light' parties in my livingroom when I was growing up in the Bronx. I'd peek in to see what the adults were doing. My father was king of "The Bump" (remember that dance?) and would bump my little boney hips until they were sore -- going down the Soul Train Line. Songs like Backstabbers, Money Money Money, Used To Be My Girl and so many more of the O'Jays hits, including Stairway To Heaven bring a flood of memories flashing back of good times, troubled times and family moments we shared.

You could have covered your eyes and not imagined that neither The Whispers or The O'Jays have been in the music making business for more than 40 years. They entertained and delighted the audience, were on-point with their vocals and showmanship. Tonight was a perfect evening.

Gratitude

2008-11-28T09:11:00.000-05:00

I promised myself that when I put this blog spot together that music would be my mainstay but not my all. It's the morning after Thanksgiving 2008 and I think I may have slept for about four hours -- half an hour longer than usual. So much on my mind -- so very much. Thanksgiving is a time when someone like me who prefers to avoid the telephone, can send a wad of text messages to friends and family to wish them the best. I received a phone call that shocked me beyond belief -- a call from an old friend whose music I loved and friendship I cherished. You know how life distances you from people you care about unexpectedly? Well the circumstances that reconnected us were unfortunate, but I was grateful to speak with him again and I will keep in contact this time around!

[I find it surprising that the family upstairs slept later than usual and their three small children aren't running marathons over my head (just yet).]

It's bright and early and if I were a shopper, I would be out in the madness going on at the local mall. But, I'm an oddity to women -- so I've been told. I hate shopping. I cringe when I think of going to department stores. I run in and run the hell on back out. Target used to be one of my favorite spots because it was an in-house dream...clothes, food and MUSIC. Now their prices are so beyond belief and the pickings are slimmer than slim. So, I'm shopping more online than ever before.

Hanging with my family is always an experience. I watched my mother huff and puff, while exclaiming that she was thoroughly exhausted but absolutely refusing to turn the reins over to anyone else. My sister is a comedian without a title. She's what you'd call "nice/nasty" -- she's got this outter packaging that she tries her best to make appear as though she's shatterproof, but she's cookie dough. Mushy and sweet! And my niece is a piece of work. I'll leave it at that!

I'm so blessed to have my family to turn to. We've all suffered through some serious health challenges this year, but we're still holding on. God kept us.

My son decided late in the day to hang out with his other relatives on the paternal side of his bloodline. I felt some sort of way but didn't want to hold him back or drop the guilt-trip on his shoulders. I was more concerned than usual because the terror threat in NY is up for all forms of mass transit. We are living in a wicked time, if you didn't know. So he trekked up to the North Bronx and then down to Harlem and who knows where he ended up with his father.

With my son being gone, I had some time to really feel 'all alone in this big space and not much to do with myself' in a great way. An overtly blatant reminder that he will be going off to college in a couple of months (if he stops procrastinating) and then it will be just me. I've got to start establishing firmer ties in my community so that I'll have even more to occupy my time. I need something to prevent me from going stir crazy.

I'm excited about tonight because I've treated myself and my mom to The Whispers and O'Jays concert. I can't say that I remember being in a situation to do something like this in quite some time. I also have not seen Eddie Levert live since the passing of Gerald and Sean. I hope he doesn't bring me to tears but I am so looking forward to rocking out with them tonight.

The Rugrats upstairs are awake -- guess I'll pop my earphones in close my eyes for a while.

Peace, blessings and cherish your family while you can!

The O'Jays: Flashback

The Whispers - Walter & Scottie (The Mustache Men)

2008-11-28T07:48:00.001-05:00

Still thankful..but sleep deprived - on the musical haunt

2008-11-27T13:02:00.001-05:00

Thankful for life and the love of family & friends -- sending thankful love to you all!

My Soul Ascension

2008-11-17T20:25:00.000-05:00

Inspiration to revitalize often comes from unexpected sources. There has been too much music floating through my personal airwaves for me to pass on exposing others to. Here I am digging deep and wanting to share more of my inner soulful collection. This volume brings to you a little old, a lot new:

Midnite - D-Influence
Mt. Airy Groove - Pieces Of A Dream
I Reminisce - Ayah
If It Wasn't For You - Day 26
Candlelight - Jody Watley
Your Eyes - Lamone
That Was Then - Lalah Hathaway
Take Me Home - Sara Devine
Open Book - Dain Harris
Pull Up To The Bumper - Grace Jones
Freak Like Me - Adina Howard
Best Friend - V
Fly - Lina
Ascension - Maxwell
Rise - Martin Luther
Rising Up (Instrumental) - The Roots

Enjoy!

Here's the download link
My Soul Ascencion

Hits & Misses: New Spotlight Series featuring V

2008-09-16T03:14:00.001-04:00

Some time ago I heard a lot of fuss about an artist named V and had finally taken a chance to check him out for myself. Most people know that my taste in music differs from the masses and that I'm a hard sell. So in my mind I had already put off checking him out and had little hope of being the least bit interested in his sound; besides I was anxiously awaiting the release of Rahsaan Patterson's Wines & Spirits (smile). We are living in a time where the filtered music that is played in the mainstream channels generally has no distinct sound. Every artist sounds the same and leaves you feeling unenthusiastic. So although I was getting heads-up about V from people who I turst, their ears are not mine and our taste in music has often clashed.

I believe in giving credit where it's due and I must thank 4 Da Soul for the sale that led to them liquidating their stock of good music. I placed my order one day and waited intently for the arrival of the hype music. Finally, the cd arrived and I smiled at the title, The Revelation Is Now Televised, as well as at the photo of V lounging in what seemed to be a pensive state of mind on the cover. I had a feeling that I was about to be impressed by this guy whose snippets of music I'd heard during an interview on HoneySoul.com. Once I popped the cd in, there was no doubt that I had slept on a musical gem so sweet that even Rahsaan would have to take a back seat for a minute.

The Revelation Is Now Televised was released in 2006 but it wasn't until sometime in 2007 that this treasured piece of musical property was claimed by me and has yet to leave my sight. I travel with V in my truck, he accompanies me while I am at work and when I happen to travel by train his music lives in my iRiver. This album opens with V's soulful singing eminating from so deep within that you envision the journey he's taken to arrive at this point. If I were asked to do a comparison of V's sound to an artist with a bit more familiarity, I would have to name none other than the legendary Marvin Gaye. His voice compliments the music on each song, with lyrics and melodies so sincere that it leaves little doubt that V is personally caressing your ears with his sensual vocals.

V is no stranger to the soul stage and his credits are impressive. He can always be found singing along with Jill Scott and has worked with such notables as Jazzy Jeff, Musiq (Soulchild) and Justin Timberlake, to name only a few. Check out his MySpace page (http://www.myspace.com/vsign) for video clips of a few performances with Lady Jill and information about how you, too can own a copy of The Revelation Is Now Televised.

In a short span of time, I have become a champion for V's music and was elated to speak with him a few days ago to my utter delight. He assured me that he is in the studio now working on the next masterpiece and the release date is slated for early 2009. With all honesty, I am a little disappointed that more people aren't standing up to raise the flag for this brother's music. I have not heard of him being nominated for any independent soul music awards or seen more features and interviews about this talented gentleman, but I truly believe that all of that will be a thing of the past.

This is a bonafide slept-on hit!

V: Ultra Soulfulness

Check out this video: V does Marvin!

Unleashed!

2008-08-18T03:18:00.000-04:00

What better way to kick off my blog (a blog I've been dragging my feet in the mud -- deeply -- for well over a year) than to share my latest blog post from Myspace. This is a post filled with thoughts, emotions and ultimately joy at the end of the day -- so get ready! This is the start of something wonderful!

Don't know what to say or where to begin, but so much on my mind.

A night in Bridgeport, Connecticut turned into a night of insightful reflections and welcome suggestions. ONUTSS has really taken me to places I'd never imagined and put me in situations and conversations that I'd only dreamed of.

It's funny how your view can change in a matter of hours -- I was seriously going to tell Pam to do this thing solo cause I'm not good with rejection. I'd rather quit at the top of the heap than to let the heap make me quit after I suffocate.

Make sense?

Prob not -- *shrugs shoulders* -- makes sense to me!

Lamone is so sweet -- not that sweet -- but just really personable and warm. Sings from the stage and makes eye contact with you as though he's really singing those words to you. And damn, can he sing! (If you DO NOT have a copy of "Eclectically Speaking" -- take a trip over to ONUTSS' page and click on Lamone's link -- get it! Get it! Get it!)

Gordon Chambers -- man! He made me step out of character -- you should've been there to see it go down! Aww nah -- not like that, I actually stepped on stage (yep, Jeff -- Troy -- ya'll should have seen me -- and I did it TWICE) and asked him to do his medley of award winning songs that he's produced for others. He did that and then kicked off his set with "I'll Miss You Most" and just went on from there. All I know is that at the end of his fourth song, I was on my feet. Clapping. Yelping. Gordon was on fire -- absolutely.

I believe in giving props where due. Gordon has supported ONUTSS where lesser known artists who could have truly benefitted from our love shunned us or poked their noses in the air about our terms. Everyone has terms, right? Or should we just let you walk in and decide who we should be? Anyway, Gordon's performance warranted that I climb back on that stage and get back on the mic.

I don't even remember what all I said -- I just spoke from my passion -- spoke from my heart! I reminded people that independent artists aren't artists that you'll hear on the radio. And most still work 9-to-5 jobs. Making music is secondary and our support of their projects makes all the difference in the world. So make it your business to leave an event with at least one cd for your library.

While I'm on my soapbox let me tell you what else I did tonight!

I got up from my seat when I couldn't take it any longer! I went right to that table of chics and told them to lower their cackles. How rude is it when someone is singing their heart out onstage and some talentless gweep is having a conversation OVER the music. I can't -- I can't -- I just can't! At our events, I have been known to get onstage, ask the artist to STOP and bless the crowd out right then and there. I think it's just hurtful and thoughtless to be so damned inconsiderate.

But enough of my droning --

I'm floating!

Ask me, Finnicky Frannie to name my favorite singers and I'll rattle off the following:
Donny Hathaway ~ Rahsaan ~ Stokley ~ V ~ Fred Hammond ~ Eric Roberson ~ Rick James ~ PJ Morton ~ Frank McComb ~ Phyllis Hyman ~ and I'll probably throw in some more men. Somebody asked me tonight about women -- female singers and I couldn't think of one other than Phyllis and Erykah that I'd call a favorite.

So imagine my glee when one of those listed above participated in a back and forth dialogue with me and said yes with no hesitation when I asked HIM to work with me on a project.
Hot damn! Ooowee

ONUTSS ~ I love you!